(Verse 1)

Angel lady babysitter working through dilemma//
Five AM when the morning comes she runs to work whenever//
Presumptions may be made about her nature she'd ignore me//
But she adore me cuz i tell her that her nature is her glory//
Endeavours to keep her associates them friends of hers that matter the most//
As close as blood that runs through family ties//
But it ain't no surprise, that i test her nature when i question her//
Dissatisfied with time perhaps she thinks that i think less of her//
The rest of her confined to duty and study but i keep her treasures//
Plus i dont drive a car she lives outta town//
Better keep those measures in check, better bet she'll come and stay the night with me//
Despite that im tight as fuck and i dont like to be broken and giving her my company//
Not cuz that i dont want her. My monthly introspection makes me think that ima need her//
Back in the beginning i had no trust thought maybe she a cheater//
But shame on me that just aint true i wondered how i'd keep her//
Yeah, Yeah

(Chorus)

You say you only wanna be alone//
For the momentary shattering to emptiness//
Emptiness, emptiness//
Was i wrong to think you were my own?//
For the momentary shattering to emptiness//
Emptiness, emptiness//
I wish i could alleviate your burden,
your burden//
I wish you could alleviate my hurting,
My hurting//
But you say that you got nothing to give//
Nothing to give, nothing to give//

(Verse 2)

Circumstantially i belittle myself//
The disempowerment disenchantment when nothing helps//
Fictitiously thinking her sentiment is inventive, theres no incentive//
To keep this momentum of self destruction until theres nothing left//
Tis difficult aint it to stand by and just watch her dissolve//
But theres no involvement expected on my behalf but i couldnt detect it//
Or i did but i couldn't do it//
State that its over before she says but she wouldn't do it//
Nah, thats just my optimism, no option given//
Hold these tears back, relinquish and extinguish them and listen to her speak//
She dont wanna get her feet caught up in an argument against me//
I smile with the pain inside of me intensely//
Decide to hide against the silence and suspense she's//
Beside herself and she cant do it no more//
I reassure her that i understand why, but i cant act at all//
The separation's started, im just waiting for the axe to fall//

(Repeat Chorus)

(Verse 3)

And now were going through the severing of gordian knots//
Rationalisation by recording the plots//
Every damn show that i played in japan i struggled with my flashbacks//
Keeping in line upon my tenderness, i'll put an end to this when i dash back//
They staged her rapport as none the less amounting to less then they//
Theres no mountain moving now, it was done yesterday//
The day she announced her exhaustion, no precaution from the scorching flames//
Shameless selfishness passionless passing this abyss//
But i miss her true self, but i guess were just running laps//
No shortage of attempts at commencing and coming back//
Like the week before my birthday when she left me i was desolate//
Desperate to be free until she stood upon my doorway//
And gave me her loving as i turned 21 it was said and done//
But damn this chick was 28 perhaps i was too young to understand her//
Completely, discreetly, relationships hard//
But i accept the fact that she couldn't keep me//

(Double Chorus)